have you....

Have you...
hav u eva ben brought to da point to whurr u hopin u dunt wake up in da mornin? to were, literally, u go ova errbody u kno, nd decide no body cares n e more ...no body cares wether u show up at scool da next day or not ...no body cares bout how badly u wish u werent thurr, here alive... hav u eva had so much drama in ur life at once that u no longer culd take it... didnt want to go to scoo or outside or out of ur room ...hav u eva lost everyone in your life and had jus one person that understands u... and that person joins the otha side ...them, the ones that dont care ...hav u eva thought 24/7 that if u died no one wuld cry ...hav u eva relized the only thing keeping u alive is ur mother but u kno wat?... wen u dunt kno wether ur mom is alive or not, worrying every day if shes still breathing or if shes 6 feet under.... u relize maybe the only way u can see her agin is up thurr nd u relize wuts the point of bein down here? ...hav u eva gone down a mental checklist of everything in ur life and relized maybe it reli truly wuldnt matter if u died no one wuld care... they'd prolly brush it off continue they're lives not caring that they were the reason there's one less person in this world the reason thurrs one more empty desk y thurs one more empty locker y thurrs one less person to talk gossip about y a family has to take leave to go burry a daughter who gave up ... gave up on life on everything becuz she couldnt take it n e more becuz everyone she eva trusted left her betrayed her even the las person she thougth understood her , that took her side , that she had confided in , had left her broken her trust ...hav u eva jus given up had that empty feeling inside nd thoguht wuts the point of tommorow?
i hav...